Keep me anonymous please.
Not everything you see is the way it is.Really,I was a good girl growing up. I was very committed in church and never promiscuous. I married as a virgin. But I did not have a child for five years after marriage. It was very hard. My husband started cheating with various women. I used to cry alot and fast and pray to God for a child.
There were my husband did not care about me for so long.I was neglected.I began to feel cheated and planned my way of getting back at my husband. I flirted with a couple of men but they all didn’t work out. I was desperate.
I did not find any man to sleep with so I pretended to be a prostitute. That is how I met the man that slept with me. I felt bad for cheating and promised myself never to do that again. Like a miracle,I got pregnant about four months later.Life changed for me. I was happy. I gave birth to my son and got pregnant again before he was 6 months .
I have two children now. But I have a problem. I was just diagnosed of HIV after my second pregnancy. My life now has crashed. Thank God none of my children are affected. My husband does not know yet and I am afraid of telling him. I suspect I contacted it when I slept with with a strange man 17 months ago. But it was only one time.The Doctor has said I must tell my husband to come for test.
I am afraid. My husband may test positive: What if he tests negative? he may know that I gave him HIV. That will be the end of my marriage. But my husband too has been very unfaithful,he has slept with several women. How do I determine how I got HIV? Maybe he gave it to me…I am so afraid of telling him because I do not want the truth to come out. what do I do?
I am so scared right now.
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