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The problem I am having now is that one of my siblings called me this morning and was begging me not to continue with the separation plans because he has turned born again all of a sudden because of the corona virus incident although he was religious before. He quoted all the portions of the Bible that condemned marrying again after divorce.
I read every thing and became depressed and confused. He also promised to talk to my husband as if it will be the first time they have been talking to him. My husband that promised to come home last Xmas but disappointed me again.
I called him and begged him to come back this January because I needed sex he got angry and said I was putting pressure on him, the next thing he did was to switch off his phone on my ear not even a world of encouragement or consolation.
Now, Should I continue with the emotional pains and penury I am passing through in my marriage or should I disobey the Bible and be happy for once in my life after 15 years of marriage? What about the man I have promised to marry, whom I have given all my words never to disappoint? Remember I told u before that my husband has stayed 7 years without coming home even when he came he treated me like an idiot.
He has cancelled many of my business plans, he wants me to continue in my teaching job which is not favoring me. He is not ready to come back to Nigeria, he is not ready to take us with him, loneliness is threatening my life. since I turned 40, my desire for sex has changed seriousness, I become honey frequently and all of a sudden I have started masturbating and gradually becoming addicted to it.
I know I am not ready to sleep with another man as some of my friends are advising me to do except I am married to the person, I also want to make heaven. Now which one is better, to marry another person or to continue in the addiction of masturbation?
That’s what I send to him hoping he will get a sign of my divorce plan and make amend but he ignored and did not say a word till in the evening of the previous day that he started calling but I didn’t pick
My children and I followed my cousin to her home yesterday because I couldn’t stay alone again. We are there now and plan to be there till the whole thing is over.
And I would wish my first story be referred to if it is still available to help people get the origin of the story.
See how my message to him:
Thank you ma and apologizes for the inconveniences