I will be 37 years old by July. I am a single mother of 2 children. My baby father is married,we never got married,we dated many years ago and even though he promised to marry me,he ended up marrying someone who is richer than me. Then we only one our first son together.
I was devastated he married someone else and I decided to move on. But four months after his marriage,my baby daddy started coming back for me. I was resisting him initially but I am hopelessly in love with this man. I gave in and we were seeing each other until I got pregnant for my second son.
To be honest,I do not like that I am sleeping with my baby daddy but this man has got a serious hold on me that I seem not to be able to forget him. He is also good to my kids. He sends money regularly but his wife does not know about us. I made a new year resolution this year to leave him.
So I started dating someone else but in the relationship,I see myself comparing other guys with my baby daddy and they usually cannot compare. When I see him with his wife on social media,I feel so jealous. He said he is only with her for money,that its me he loves.I know that sounds like BS but he does really love me so much….and I love him..
My father is not happy with the way things are and has said several times that he did not raise me to be someone’s side chick. I am confused. How do I break away from this man?The thought of telling his wife has crossed my mind:maybe that will force him to leave me alone. He knows I have a weak spot for him…I cannot say no…
As I am writing this,tears is falling down my eyes. I know it will be hard for me to forget this man. But in my heart,I know I deserve better. Why cant he leave his wife for me? He keeps saying he has a plan but most people say married men dont leave their wives for the other woman. That is why I want to leave. I hate been called the other woman. I cannot even show off pictures my children with their father…
Please help me. No insults,I already hate myself for being in this situation….
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